can't figure me out,
i am sprinkled with doubt.


you can ask me questions,
but i question your intentions.


let's play it nice,
i can't handle black & white lies.


i am beyond and beneath,
i shiver under the heat.


say what? =)

multi-masking.

.....

he 'saw' something to smile about.
dirt, crap, handicap and all.
now, ain't life just grand?

Lolo :)

Deterlino Castañeda Dominguez
November 21, 1932 - March 3, 2010

"I wish I was older when you were younger so that I could have learned a lot more from you."

explanation.

so here i am reviving my blogspot again. it's been ages since my last decent post. i always fail to organize or sort out most of my thoughts so i end up keeping them to myself when i actually have a billion things to blurt out.

reading my previous posts gives me a chill or two. giddy. gnarly. steady.

i think about deleting certain posts about a certain past but i don't think i should. if i was once giddy in love like that, so be it. i loved. i learned. and i made it through. those posts won't remind me about the boy but about the feelings and the moments i once felt and yes, cherished. *choke, choke* i don't mind deleting the pictures, but i'm keeping my thoughts.

aside from bawling about my mistakes, i'm learning from them, too. tenkyuberimats.

i guess i just have to blog and blog to bury those posts, haha! :)

something sincere.

today i did something to ease my burden.

i prayed for them.
i asked God to bless and guide them.

then i asked God to forgive me.

back to blogspot!

i still want my bubbles and rainbow. :)