explanation.

so here i am reviving my blogspot again. it's been ages since my last decent post. i always fail to organize or sort out most of my thoughts so i end up keeping them to myself when i actually have a billion things to blurt out.

reading my previous posts gives me a chill or two. giddy. gnarly. steady.

i think about deleting certain posts about a certain past but i don't think i should. if i was once giddy in love like that, so be it. i loved. i learned. and i made it through. those posts won't remind me about the boy but about the feelings and the moments i once felt and yes, cherished. *choke, choke* i don't mind deleting the pictures, but i'm keeping my thoughts.

aside from bawling about my mistakes, i'm learning from them, too. tenkyuberimats.

i guess i just have to blog and blog to bury those posts, haha! :)