i wanna feel good about myself again.

i am sick.
i am currently recovering from UTI (urinary tract infection) gone bad. i'm on a no-salt diet, which is pure torture because nothing compares to the pleasure i get from munching junkfood while reading a good book.
i don't know how long i'd last without my favorite comfort food.

i am insecure.
constantly, i question what people truly feel or think about me.
to be loved and accepted for the wrong reasons would be most painful.

i wanna be healthy.
i wanna be happy.

please let me be.